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Jun. 11th, 2008


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I miss her. 

There isn't a day that passes that I don't cry for her. 

I look at everything around me, and it's sad to see that she is outlived by even the most mundane things in the house - her eye cream, my magazines, her biscuits, her perfume. 

It's like trying to live your whole life again..only without the person who made you feel the most loved and appreciated. 

Sometimes I wish, the two of us weren't so close when she was still with us. That way, it would be easier to let go. 

I don't know which phase I am on now...but everytime I see people older than me who still have their moms with them, I feel angry. It's sad. I'm not used to having resentful feelings towards others.

She was still so young. I'm still young. We had so many more things to do together. I would have loved to give her a beautiful wedding, have her meet my wonderful husband, give her the best grandkids. 

She will be watching over us, I know. But, things aren't the same. They will never be.

Apr. 30th, 2008


from one fan to another

Everyone has been spazzing about the recent "Change" episode with Big Bang. 
It was so much fun, seeing them in superhero suits and G-Dragon and Seung Ri were PROS in pretending.  
Hyori was unabashedly admitting her admiration for these five boys..she'll probably have a ton of antis..but she was cute, though :) 

Apr. 28th, 2008


gone for the weekend

Summers on this side of the world means going out of town or going to the beach. 
Our weekend was spent doing just that. 
It was fun hanging out with the whole family, especially since we were being taken over by kids and the adults get tired trying to keep up with them :)


Apr. 20th, 2008

April 19

We all have different stories how we found out about it...
For me, it was a phone call from Hera. 
She goes, "Teacher! Something bad happened...."
For one of your students to call you after class, it must have been something really important. 
It was.
Funny, this date is meaningful to me - in more ways than one. 
And last year, when I met up with family for my mom's birthday, I couldn't hide the fact that I was crying for a whole hour. 

But, things are different now...and I don't want to remember this date as a sad memory....

Apr. 16th, 2008


summer rain


Apr. 13th, 2008


No Nuts

Because it has been ridiculously hot these days, I have been eating INSANE amounts of ice cream. 
And yesterday I found out I have a knack for picking out the almonds out of mocha almond fudge since I hate nuts. :) 
Wheeeeee look at all those wasted almonds. I kept bugging my mom to finish them off...She said I was gross. 



Apr. 8th, 2008


a love story

infinity challenge

Park Myung Soo got married yesterday. With all the bashing this guy gets from shows, you'd think he would never land a girl. But, yes, he did. I love all these MCs from variety shows and I'm getting jealous that they're getting hitched one by one. If this guy is next.........



Mar. 30th, 2008

Mandoo Kung-Fu

Just when I start spazzing about seeing the boys with kids...you - do - this !!!!!!!!!
Why must you be sooooo freakingly sexy when you do your wushu moves...or even when you open a beer bottle with your mouth! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah

Mar. 29th, 2008

babies among babies

This is Amy. 
She likes the color pink, drawing hearts and collecting stickers. 
She likes to talk a lot, too. 
One day she came up to me with a bottle of pink nail polish and said, "Teacher, let's have a LAMICURE"
Hahaha and everytime i corrected her by saying "It's manicure", she would say, "Yes, LAMICURE"


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